i wanna cry. as ms low said... i will cry alottt that day. and just now as i was telling them the thing, evelyn thought i was crying.. ha. no larh. but during service.. i think was during one of the prayers.. i kinda bent down and starting pondering on the thing. and i almost cried.. but sigh. things are already like that right? no amount of tears can ever change that... so.. haiyarrrr. i wanna cry. i wanna cry. i wanna cry. i wanna cry. maybe, perhaps i will feel better after crying?. haiyarr! i wanna scream.. i wanna cry. i dont wanna know the truth. i dont wanna know what you know.

is it in the genes?